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  • Favourite poet or writer: Kurt Vonnegut
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  • Favourite game: Shadow of the Colossus
  • Tools of the Trade: limited sleep and a lot of caffeine

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yeah.
what's up?
your blog post looks like things are shitty.
Not fantastic.
But hopefully picking up.
I got involved with a girl.
I thought was better than she was.
And now I've got a bracelet,
and a bird pillow to mock me.
Long story.

Going fucking crazy again.
About time to lose my mind, though.

What about you?
How's it hangin'?
fuck.
girls cause a lot of trouble for both of us, but neither of us can stay away.
maybe we're masochists.

right now, it's actually going pretty well.
i met a girl who's fucking great, but i really haven't known her that long so idk.
she's leaving to live elsewhere in a month or so and in fall she'll go to australia so that sucks.
i don't want to get attached just to watch her leave.
It's odd. I've never considered myself much of a... Respectful guy, even. I've always thought females were just a form of currency that dumbfuck kids use to look popular, and we're all just people. Floating personalities, and the ultimate goal of sex is only attainable from one source, for me at least. And it's why I get involved with females to my degree. But then I fuck, and I don't feel anything. Not happy, not sad, not fulfilled, nothing. I feel blank. Even a little shamed. I'm not sure why I do it. Maybe 'cause girls usually swoon, and I have to pounce. And if they don't, it's a challenge. Hm.

Or-- I'm a masochist. That works too. I don't enjoy the pain, but I enjoy struggle. Personal, and social.

That sounds like a shit situation.
I had one girl for a little while.
But she's too emotionally childish for me to seek out anything.
She doesn't know why she does things. I hate people like that.
And she suspects that I'm not over any girl I've ever mentioned ever. Who knows on that one. lolol

Just because she's leaving doesn't mean you can't make the most of your time with her.
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