It's odd. I've never considered myself much of a... Respectful guy, even. I've always thought females were just a form of currency that dumbfuck kids use to look popular, and we're all just people. Floating personalities, and the ultimate goal of sex is only attainable from one source, for me at least. And it's why I get involved with females to my degree. But then I fuck, and I don't feel anything. Not happy, not sad, not fulfilled, nothing. I feel blank. Even a little shamed. I'm not sure why I do it. Maybe 'cause girls usually swoon, and I have to pounce. And if they don't, it's a challenge. Hm.

Or-- I'm a masochist. That works too. I don't enjoy the pain, but I enjoy struggle. Personal, and social.

That sounds like a shit situation.
I had one girl for a little while.
But she's too emotionally childish for me to seek out anything.
She doesn't know why she does things. I hate people like that.
And she suspects that I'm not over any girl I've ever mentioned ever. Who knows on that one. lolol

Just because she's leaving doesn't mean you can't make the most of your time with her.